Wheatgrass
Hate how my fever lasts so long and screw up my studies, push back my art, board up creativity for D&T and whatever shit. Damn pissed that I can't do things properly because of it, and it lasted since Hari Raya.
School is damn sucky, can't play basketball cause I'm sick, can't sing loud for Willy cause I'm sick. You know you well peeps are so lucky. Screw getting sick.
Breathing
Big day for the choir two days back, we vented all our frustrations on the choir's arrangement at Ms Tham, Ms Gan and Ms Lee. Clovis was like playing the sops notes eleven times to get them listening it's like damn hard for him lah, so when Ms Tham said we're considering to get us guys out of SYF, he just broke down.
I mean he's good lah, and he works hard, and he tries to keep us in shape. But that day when I saw the state it was in, mostly from the juniors (except like Walter, damn good guy i tell you) - everyone wasn't paying attention. I mean I joke and laugh too but this was like extreme, so I was very pissed. And Clovis was getting bad tempered, I mean if I was in his shoes I'd walked out on the choir months ago.. so we all just chided Daniel who was making a din with Ezra. And he was kpkb.
But when Ms Tham came in later and told us.
"I've discussed with Miss Gan, and we prefer that we will talk to Mrs Charles and most probably get you off SYF,"
So when Clovis heard that he was breaking into tears and I just gotta say something and we sparked a whole forum of discussion,and that we truly, as a choir - want THIS; the SYF, and the glory. We really wanted the juniors to understand why we want them to experience SYF, and hope they become united. And how we weren't very convinced by some methods Miss Gan was teaching us and it was very practical, and we spend too much time on warm ups, and how Miss Lee at least shows she has faith in us
by being stern and fun at the same time, whilst Miss Gan was like a military commander.
We didn't want someone who came only after a good 5 months - Miss Tham - to just shatter our dreams like that. It was a really touching scene, Clovis, Daniel, Ezra, Lovell and me were all crying. I know I always tease Lovell until a certain amount you call too much, and I just didn't care and complimented him. Walter was kinda angry we said the juniors don't work hard for what we seniors want, but I really meant people like James and Jerome that really really have that come-bash-me faces when we were crying.
Anyway sick on hari Raya, and not really well yet today. Was coughing/sneezing the whole of last night I couldn't sleep a wink; but those excessive amounts of toxins released through the nose and mouth did help me abit, at least the headburns has receded abit. Still coughing badly, prolly will spit out soem blood soon if I don't see a doc, which speaking of which - Hari Raya no docs opened so had to wait until today, haiz.
Can't go take D&T pics (Due next wed), can't go swimming (mum said too much dirty water there got me into this), had to drink VERY bitter tea (removes heatiness according to mum), regularly ate panadol, used tonnes of tissue for the mucus, dying of cold bla bla bla... My immune system had always been damn lousy, I think I average out the family's doctor visits in 6 out of 10 times. Yeah, very very very weak immunity.
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Dao Li has a fart with Jesse Mccartney, says he has a gay voice.. then again he has a fart with almost everyone and everything. I think this dude has a good voice, cannot reach his pitch without sounding androgynous so good for him. Had to listen to this song to sketch the faces or else will vomit blood trying to finish.
Dis' song's 2nd on the charts anyway. RELIENT K IS ON TOUR WITH MAE, WOO! Sian they're no where near Singapore anyway. But RK and MAE rocks.
On Blanks
One sketch a day.
Pretty accomplishable. Done abit. Practicing emotions on real life drawings; tiring work. Then there's D&T. I'm forever complaining here.. kk, at least it was fun today cause we all confessed to Miss Gan how we hated choir the way it's being run now. How we can't relate to Ms Tham and we wanted Miss Ong back, bla bla... whole loads of crap. Got her to start thinking. She claimed that music should be just MADE and not like through emotions or bonds or wdv. Dead wrong.
S.K.I
Yes my net is back. Actually there isn't much to celebrate about; I'm caught up with school, procrastinating humanities work and getting pissed with my own delayed art work routine. Haven't even gotten photos for D&T.
This is just school. Heck it. I'm dead cause I'm not practicing math - no TYS.
This is screwed up. I'm training on Monday, then wednesday, then prolly next saturday before I turn down for D&T so-called 'photoshoots'. And I have a gay on my friendster network and is searching 'hunks' and whatever. Must be Ritesh.
Forget it, I'm babbling.
Right now I need to do my sketches, the guy's face is so screwed. I'm doing a picture of this dude whose doing some sly look for art reference. Haiz, btw that book I got it from is semi-porno, they teach you how to draw genitals and have real examples, REAL. I don't find it any stimulating, it's like for art, but I bet someone somewhere is gonna unbolt Miss Chua's cupboard looking for it, probably Ritesh.
Alot of things has happened, but I don't really give a damn in writing them. 'Cheers' to sec 4 life.
New Yeah.
New Year at Orchard's was fun. Very fun. Went with the peeps sh, gm, marco, dao li, and darrell. Darrell was a woodlands before he met up with us, hehe, wonder what's up there.
Believe it or not I hadn't taken a neoprint since God knows when... prolly like 10 years old or sth haha. So when we went to heeren to get one, it was cool. Neoprint was like a gd way to remember your friends etc. Should had bigger prints. But that'll cost more bucks nyway.
And you walk out on the streets at Orchard, eveyone was spraying those foam can shit at everyone else. Sin Teck and his damn bandits met with us and he fcuking sprayed into my eyes. Bastard. Luckily some guy from our gang took over and bought some foam sprays so we nailed em. Darrell was damn asshole; he sprayed at people who were either vulnerable or were looking too clean. Damn him. I just sprayed those who were bullying others. Got this girl dunno why everyone spraying her and she was gonna cry. Sad. Loads of foreign indians too. Spraying chinese girls. wtf. Marco then 'ane ane' then and he was sprayed like siao haha.
Then there were some Ah Bengs outside 7 Eleven yelling cb and all those shit. Acting punk on new year, heh.
Walked all the way to esplanade after that, saw this dude who was getting 'raped' by his friends? One guy was tugging at his pants so high and was saying to us, "Who wants to suck free cock?" LOL. Damn funny. Very enjoyable. Never spent new year like this before. Chaw. Got like go play some DDR shit then prank calling a few peeps. Reached home at 3 am. That's another first - never came back home that late before. Marco, sh and gm wanted to even spend the night at the esplanade.
I have the neoprints in my wallet fer proof btw. lol.