08/06/2004
Today is a bad day. A really really bad day, I just came back from the forums and they're like people who are insensitive to other people's feelings. And what, some people actually gain respect for him; wth is happening to the world? Are all emotions some fun/merry maker comedy? They just go on and on about sarcastic remarks 'come sympathise me' when this girl was feeling like killing herself. I have absolutely NOTHING to say to these people then hope they taste their own medicine someday...
Anyway, miss Chua was like the BIG demoraliser today. I wrote some words that were cut off (as in you only see part of the paper) and you know what she said? She said it was LAME, so LAME, I was really hurt and shocked when I heard that, I thought she'd be a little more outstanding and more compassionate but these days she's like this unsympathetic woman and I don't like it. I prefer Miss Chew now, at least she understands and listens to people. No wonder CK and Iven and Shan Hui wants to quit art. And I feel sorry for Hanif, I know he wants to do really well for art but Miss Chua gave him a 57%. I think art should not be about aethetic qualities or technique, but of emotion. As long as you put in all your emotions and it turns out to look like some Kindergarden drawing, who care? I'd give high marks.
Anyway today is a bad bad day and I just wish that tomorrow I can at least go to the English Course and skip art. So I'll rush my clay workshop tomorrow.. that conductor teaching us looks very familiar, I tihnk he's some distant relative I have. Anyway we had pizza today, Miss Chua's treat (NO, its the canadian 2 for 1) so Asanul and Kenneth took more than 2 and cause havoc and everything. I don't balem them, active people get hungry easily, yeap, I know I am so don't rub it in.
I feel like strangling those insensitive people right now!