Side Post 1
Well, if you don't know what I mean by a side post, it relates to entries I make that I don't think are counted as journal entries. So I'll keep this aside and let these be some marks that I leave behind before I forget them.
I miss Everwood. Definately. But I can't catch up with the storyline anymore and I'm losing interest of it, I still think it's great but I don't anticipate weekdays 4pm for it anymore. I love Ephram; he's just so smart, and even if he was lonely and was an outcast, he didn't mind it.
Why am I even talking about that? Let's say you portray a scenario today when you were talking to a friend, he sees someone he knows, and he heads up to them and they don't even care to say something to you. I'm not trying to blame Daniel here at all, but it just feels demoralising; like as if you aren't likeable enough to be talked to. Well, it happens alot to me, and I'd say that it feels 100% down to be left alone, and know that not one person is generous enough to actually notice my presence.
Well, I might be a hypocrite in saying this, but I detest selfish people. And it seems like everyone is. They don't bother to talk to you as long as they have someone else, or they take other people's feelings for granted. I started this blog because I knew no one would ever want to read it, but just today someone came up to me to ask for a blog site to publish their blogs, and whatever for? Half of the time to publish their thoughts. It's unneccesary.
I realised that some people you think of high regard don't think as much as you, I won't name examples, but it really feels that way. Especially when someone came up to you and sounded like a true genuine friend, but they can't stop to think about you afterwards. I hold alot of people before me, but I don't get the same position back. Yeap, it sounds stupid, but I think most people like me because they think I'm always cheerful. I thought I was before.