Halos
I just realise today there is like almost NO catholic youth group actively online in Singapore.. that makes you ponder; where are all those self-proclaimed christian youths? I went to this forum today on christian youths in Singapore and it's like a dead zone... are Singaporean teens too 'punk' to accept their religious roots?
I can't believe it, I can't even post something there.. it's so hopeless.. what are all those enthustiastic people gonna get? A dead silence? Anyway, forget it, why not I just head back to chillicrap and start it over.. My Dad's being bias again, I actually thought we might have a neutral relationship but his friend who fixes the comp said I wanted to control all their accounts by making myself an admin and making them have limited accounts.
1. I DID not touch my dad's account, he had alkways been a limited.. besides he hardly knows nuts about the computer and never touches it. It doesn't make a difference does it?
2. My brother WAS an admin too but I found out he was tampering some system files because of his advantage so I made it a limited account.
And by that I am listed as the most-selfish-kid-in-the-world? My Dad is a person who really knows how to get even, he bought an LCD monitor for another computer that he supposedly wants to give my brother, he bought a webcam for it, a leather chair and a much better table. And I'm left with the bare nessacities. But you know what? I'm not going to mumble or whine about it, because I'm sure God is testing me. Right now I don't care, I'm grateful that I have a computer already and I have a relationship with my 4-year-old monitor.
He's set this stupid time frame that all electronics at home stops at 11, and now's 10.30 and he asked me to off it! He always thinks I'm the one that uses alot of the computer and my brother doesn't. In fact my brother had used much more than me today and he just wasn't home to see it. And when it's my turn, he's always at home.
Yeah, I know I ain't christ-like now trying to defend myself and argue.. but I just think.. everyone's bias at home. And you know what? Adults are much bigger gossips than any teen, can't they say something in the face? Tsk.
Whatever it is, I hate being pin-pointed, but I'm gonna endure. I'm not going to blow up over such trival, inhumane stuff and carry on with life with what I have, and not get envious of others. Really sleepy now, and still having a mild aftershock of my headache, back to bed for another day tomorrow...