The Monstrum Era
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I HATE Dora Lee, I really, really hate her. She is using me to finish up her Sec 4 Graduation Dinner preparation even though it has nothing to do with my rank in CHOIR as the creative director. Okay, let's not talk about abusing supreriority here. She is purposely pinpointing mistakes in me and I just hate that. Period. Her students were frank when they told me I was arrogant and defiant and all but she always has that tinge of sarcasm at the back of her voice that irritates everyone. She called Iven gay, asked if we wore panties and all that.. what kind of limit is she hoping for between us and her? And in the end she expects me to be respectful to her. I just have a different attitude towards her.
Today I spoke to Aaron again, he's changed. He claimed he was taller, slimmer, better hairstyle and so on and on, well, I guess he's becoming those handsome guys and we are here looking plain average. I don't care about hairstyles actually, they might change how you look but it's always a smile that lights up the face, no matter how bad the smile looks (got exceptions la..like the woman I mentioned above). So he made Australia sound so pleasant I might just go there and stay for a couple of years.
Jonathan was having those rather demoralising nicknames for his msn today so yes I was in a dilemma today about whether to help him or not. I'm not his friend already so I couldn't do much, and besides he was still keeping close contact with Aaron. I was hoping Aaron realise that Jon had something bugging him but it seems like he's oblivious. I know, I was harsh to send that email a few weeks back, but I just couldn't stand it anymore. I'm really sorry if I hurt him by saying all those.. frank words. I don't think he's wanting me this friend back, so I just gave a message that he looked pale... I hoped that he would take a load of his mind by confiding with Aaron.. but he didn't came online. Oh well, as long as he still regards me, I wouldn't ditch him if he's down again.
Okay, going back to my spiritual ways...God is great! God is good and he's my Creator...