Peel Banana II
I guess no one would really read the post before this, but I was looking for Rebecca St. James - The Power Of Your Love lyrics and I got to this site about what people felt from the song, and it was meaningful if you're a christian. We have to work for a relationship with God and to maintain it. So please spare some time on the post before this and read it up if you're a devout..
Anyway, I haven't done much of the homework and am not intending to complete chinese today.. maybe I won't even do it.. dependng on how much time I have. Right now I am having some trouble with the chemistry homework already.. I think I'm getting really sleepy these days, can't possibly get it done. I dread that feeling. I need a whole cupboard of Nescafe to get through this week.
Today I was wondering how Lim Wee Leng is doing right now. The last I heard from her she had a brain tumour and had to go for some surgery. Oh, some past stuff just can't get off your head. I still remember the day we went to chinatown in Primary 6, so many things has happened since then. And people now are either apart or bonding even better. Ernest was saying today that he had over 100 friends, and like what I told Benjamin, the more friends you have, the more you tend to neglect others. He didn't agree, but I was right in the end. I guess socially we are always talking about everyone as a friend, but what separates the closer ones is how they show concern.. if it wasn't for Benjamin, I might've gone suicidal long ago, but some people don't look at you as others do. I was really glad when Daniel told me when he talked to me, he felt different.. and I was fun-loving and all.. I used to think I had no value as a friend... oh but I guess everything is fine right now. That's why I don't take sadness casually among people now. It was because no one was there when I was sad, then I fell. So please, don't run away from people who need your help.
Well, I had my peice of mind for today, I feel even more sleepy.. okay I guess I got to go, goodnight.