Badam Badam
I realised I failed SS and got a borderline pass for English. I don't know what's up with myself by it seems like I couldn't achieve grades as well as the previous term. I know it has to do with my slackening attitude, but I don't wanna fall back anymore. So maybe this grades are my wake-up calls to do better.
Was really really tired today, couldn't even concentrate when Ms Chan was talking about tourism, I was leaning on my hand and my head just kept bobbling up and down in between slumber. Ryan was like laughing about it and he was kind enough to lend me lean over his bag, then got his artefact jutting out somewhere in the bag then I kept complained la, then he really take out man.
Anyway, I was pretty stressed today for the auditions because I had to curb back from and hour and half of choir. Miss Gan was trying her best to improve our bass notes and everything, imagine having to sing with a focal point! That's like what we're learning in Physics now. It was straining day on my vocal cords and it turned out they didn't have any teachers as judges for the Saints Idol thing.. it was quite a relief actually.
At first infront of all the prefects I just started to get really nervous, Jason gave me a few minutes to prepare and I just slotted my CD into the player and the microphone was screeching almost all the time until I stood at this specific spot somewhere. He then asked, "Why do you think we hold this event?" then I answered that it was for students to let others know their talent or something like that (I was too tired to remember). At first I got really edgy singing the first verse of Michelle Branch's 'All You Wanted' but it became better when I didn't thought of them looking at me and focused my attention on who I might wanna dedicate the song for. They told me I was the only one who was allowed to finish the whole song and some other praises, I thank them and left. I'm glad I made it through because I switched to Michelle's song only yesterday, luckily I had always been obsessed with her music to remember her songs... maybe I made a good move to not use Lindsay's song because in the end it might not had been as well, oh well..at least I managed the first round.
I actually made it home in time, had to 'steal' Federick's umbrella but in the end I shared with him, got super soaking wet, harsh weather after going home.
Bleh, tomorrow's the variations test, chinese oral and art class... panic panic