Wasted.
I think I'm staring too much at this monitor, I'm running out of inspiration, being run down by age-old parental policies, voice-cackled, and listening to too much female soft rock (But I still like Michelle and Sarah McLachlan no matter what). Been trying to get my hands on some Bjork music stuff because she's really arty, very abstract and beautiful.
Anyway I met up with my old friend virtually on DA, he had this really nice photo of himself hooded with a grey jacket and staring at the camera maliciously.. I know he looks good and I don't...I mean he's from Finland and all that (that's some western country). I was just wondering what people felt when they looked at me for the first time, I bet the word 'ugly' comes in mind..not that I look like a pig or anything... no I'm not being down-trodden here I'm just guessing.
My mind is blank, the word 'C-R-E-A-T-I-V-I-T-Y' just isn't there, and I'm being forced to go Korea while the exams are round the corner..sheesh! I think I'm going to get chided again on monday because I'm not even going for art. Life is a very dead and dull struggle now.. I always feel like that when I'm energy-less. SO after a relaxing drive (which in simple terms means more sleep) I'll be ready for tomorrow's rehearsal.
*Yawns*
*Drops on the bed and snuffles into a blanket*