Things You Can't Change
Daniel said he didn't feel like going anywhere today, I mean I can't blame him, cause it's totally understandable yeah? Tomorrow's the Australia trip I mean who would like to go out on a day before a trip? I'm just disappointed that whatever I plan always clashes with somebody's stuff, or peeps don't wanna chill cause their homebound (like Darrell.. such a lazy dope). Anyway over with that.. maybe I'm just too caught up with friends recently, stuff like that.
Anyway, God am I happy to finally be able to go out today (to swim). I mean recently (by that I mean since 3 months ago) I haven't exactly went out wholeheartedly, where everyone is happy with the arrangement. I mean SH always didn't wanna watch movies, Darrell always was too lazy to butt out of the house, and then it was Daniel, so obviously I'm quite pissed la.. Haven't exactly watched any great movie cause the other time we were watching Dollmaster GM was hogging the seat next to Darrell and I was in the worse spot having to explain the plot to Karthick. Welp, what can you do? I mean I've always been taken advantage of, except maybe to SH, because luckily the dude did realise I was hecked up with stuff like this.
GM, it's not I don't wanna go out with you, but I just can't stand arcades anymore and everytime we go out we have to visit one and your dancing and all that. Maybe it's time to think about myself? Hell, I'm one selfish person but recently, I think I gave up alot.. that's what I think.. and I'm really sorry to those people like SH I've always made use of to compensate that selflessness.. real sorry man.
Whatever it is, I won't force you guys to listen to all my whining, hell, if you don't feel like going out, I can't force ya peeps right? And even if we do I'm not always the one who should get the best spot right? Just some stuff ya can't change.
Damn I'm lucky to have this place to fall back on.