Breathing
Big day for the choir two days back, we vented all our frustrations on the choir's arrangement at Ms Tham, Ms Gan and Ms Lee. Clovis was like playing the sops notes eleven times to get them listening it's like damn hard for him lah, so when Ms Tham said we're considering to get us guys out of SYF, he just broke down.
I mean he's good lah, and he works hard, and he tries to keep us in shape. But that day when I saw the state it was in, mostly from the juniors (except like Walter, damn good guy i tell you) - everyone wasn't paying attention. I mean I joke and laugh too but this was like extreme, so I was very pissed. And Clovis was getting bad tempered, I mean if I was in his shoes I'd walked out on the choir months ago.. so we all just chided Daniel who was making a din with Ezra. And he was kpkb.
But when Ms Tham came in later and told us.
"I've discussed with Miss Gan, and we prefer that we will talk to Mrs Charles and most probably get you off SYF,"
So when Clovis heard that he was breaking into tears and I just gotta say something and we sparked a whole forum of discussion,and that we truly, as a choir - want THIS; the SYF, and the glory. We really wanted the juniors to understand why we want them to experience SYF, and hope they become united. And how we weren't very convinced by some methods Miss Gan was teaching us and it was very practical, and we spend too much time on warm ups, and how Miss Lee at least shows she has faith in us
by being stern and fun at the same time, whilst Miss Gan was like a military commander.
We didn't want someone who came only after a good 5 months - Miss Tham - to just shatter our dreams like that. It was a really touching scene, Clovis, Daniel, Ezra, Lovell and me were all crying. I know I always tease Lovell until a certain amount you call too much, and I just didn't care and complimented him. Walter was kinda angry we said the juniors don't work hard for what we seniors want, but I really meant people like James and Jerome that really really have that come-bash-me faces when we were crying.
Anyway sick on hari Raya, and not really well yet today. Was coughing/sneezing the whole of last night I couldn't sleep a wink; but those excessive amounts of toxins released through the nose and mouth did help me abit, at least the headburns has receded abit. Still coughing badly, prolly will spit out soem blood soon if I don't see a doc, which speaking of which - Hari Raya no docs opened so had to wait until today, haiz.
Can't go take D&T pics (Due next wed), can't go swimming (mum said too much dirty water there got me into this), had to drink VERY bitter tea (removes heatiness according to mum), regularly ate panadol, used tonnes of tissue for the mucus, dying of cold bla bla bla... My immune system had always been damn lousy, I think I average out the family's doctor visits in 6 out of 10 times. Yeah, very very very weak immunity.