Screwed By The Magpie
Shit. I just realise she could see my blog through "My Website" on my deviantart profile. Then she would think who the hell is this stalker? Damnit, and she'll know the truth. The whole truth. That i like her. Anyway, I wonder if she's really seen this blog. If she has, then I have to say... well, shit happens, and that I don't think we will ever work out (age gap + stalker behaviors lol). If she hasn't then big relief, at least I can still see her without being awkward.
I think I was giving up today. Then I heard her voice when she talked to KPS, it sounded extra nice today, like very angelic and all....haha and she sounds milder, maybe she knows everything already. And when I heard it I just thought maybe I would hold on a little longer on that hope. Haha. (The big ambitious ego, ready to get burst)
Relient K has a new music video! Be My Escape. It's available at launch.com, so peeps can go just clicking to find it! Matt Thiessen has too much hair in there, and Matt Hoopes has too little. I thought Cahpped Sticks was a better video, but this one's worth watching because the song isgood. Like Acceptance and Fall out Boy and Switchfoot, they got videos with themselves just jamming and jamming and they call it a video. That's just fine. Actually.
Some frames from Be My Escape:
Was supposed to go Jurong to swim tomorrow, and everything was planned by Hanif. And okay, I was fine with it.... then Daniel Ma said something like not as fun with so few people, and then Hanif agreed. Fuck. I hate it when people give false hope to others. Anyway, Daniel later asked me wasn't it better if more people went? Of course la, but then... they all just take it with like it's ok to casually cancel and then not apologise immediately for it. I don't know... I guess most 4S1 people have different mindsets.
Well... er, that's fine with me.