Soul Booster
It's 2 Days away from the start of Prelims, and here I am blogging.
I just came to say that sometimes, God really leaves us. He just abandons us. Like what I'm feeling now, and here I am, feeling lost... asking myself maybe I've done too many sins, or loved too many vices that made God so displeased he decided, "Chia Shan Yu, you can just go help yourself, I am washing my hands off you,"
But then again, I know he wouldn't do that.
I guess he wants to make his point the importance of worshipping him. I was at COOS the other day, and Pastor Jennifer said something that I guess never really occured to me,
"What is true worship? True worship is worship minus away the music, the words, remove the instruments, take away the blessings and the gifts we were given, and that it would still be there,"
Then I wondered, would I be able to love God with all my heart without the songs? Or the words and everything else. I guess maybe not. Perhaps the dignity for life is the embark of a goal that you really desire, or aim towards. And I guess so many of us have neglected God and yet calling ourselves Christians in the process, that we aren't exactly fit to be worshippers of him.
But I think as long as you trust in him, there would be no problem or barrier to big for your capability. For he would never give you something you cannot handle yourself.