The Meaningless Truth
I'm can't JC First 3 Months anymore. My results are just too bad to even have that as a consideration.
I would probably need a miracle, so from today onwards, I'll be going to put in a 100%! Starting with English, the omnipotent energy He has ignited in me just seem to seep into me once more. And I don't to disappoint everyone, including Him again. I don't want to screw my life up over and over, and just stay at a certain spot.
SAJC - is THE goal. It was probably everyone's goal, until they admit to their abilities and plunder down to goals like polytechnics. And Sin Teck that slutty big mouth went to tell Isaac I wanted to join waterpolo when I go SAJC.. and surprisingly, he told Sin Teck "Why not? Ask him to join lah, since people like Xu Le also want to,".
I got the green light from the guy who basically runs the waterpolo team here! But Sac's gonna go RJC anyway, so that's a sigh of relief, then I won't feel that embaressed when I do join. Peeps like Ray would take centre-stage, and he'll have connections with everyone in the swimteam there (he knows the JC waterpolo coach, the old peeps of SAS waterpolo would all be there, even if Xu Le joins, he's from 4SE and they'll know each other). I'm ready to be an outcast if I do join that CCA in JC.
For now, I have to mug.
If you actually read this, I just wanna say, work hard. I'm rooting for yer!