The Dilemma Dissolves
The tormenting wait is finally OVER! After all these time kept in the dark, shrouded in mystery and of such, it feels pretty darn good to finally KNOW the results!
When I first held onto that piece of result slip, my head was going wild la. All these emotions started to drown my head. Feelings like anger, joy, sadness, laughter all mixed and merged together to eventually combine into this weird humourous feeling. I just suddenly felt like laughing. I DON'T KNOW WHY! I was laughing and giggling and snorting and chuckling.
You all must be thinking I'm going crazy... maybe I am a little monkey-bonkers.
I GOT 18 POINTS!
*hears distant "cheeeyyyyy, keep us in suspense so long..."
Okay, fine la, not very very very very excellent.
So yesterday I really didn't know where to go with my marks. I was already hoping before my results came out that the marks could CLEARLY tell me which to go - either JC or poly. But it came out AVERAGE. In between the two! So I was in a huge dilemma. I carried it all the way to Marina Square, where SH, Marco and I were suppose to celebrate. Celebrate what? I don't know... maybe my dilemma? Hahaha. Then we were eating Seoul garden and I laughed so much I kinda forgot all about it. We had alot alot alot of fun - partially because we played with our food. Oops, boys' secret revealed! haha...
So I got back home at about 11 at night, showered, laid on the bed and prayed. And I told God to give me a sign tomorrow to show me where to go tomorrow. And I fell asleep... thinking about The Dilemma.
So tomorrow came (which was - present tense - today) was SH's Yishun JC fun fair. Marco and I went. We intended to just look around, and make friendship bands or some other lame random thing and just scoot. But somehow we stayed, we mingled, we DANCED like mad pigs at their campus dancefloor stall. That was when I asked myself - do i really want this? All these secondary school-like uniforms, secondary school-like campus grounds. I don't really think so. From then I sorta got the line drawing.
After church, I knew where was I going.
Temasek Polytechnic - Visual Communication
It sparkled like a gem in a sea of thoughts! Clearer than anything else!
So before I jot what I want down on my option form, I'd like to tell Hanif and YK - who are also going there. "HELLO FELLOW CLASSMATES!"