Don't Wonder About Vessels
God. Is there, forever and ever. And He doesn't really bother if you've made a mistake over and over... He knows you're trying to change. And trying to, is already a big effort. Sometimes, you don't give yourself enough credit. And sometimes, its when you give too much. So many christians fall behind the two ends. If you wanna get closer to Him, leave it all down. Stop worrying how much He cares and how much He doesn't. Cause at the end of the day, it's not your mistakes that He's going to care about. It's how much you've tried to make the relationship work that He's concerned with.
He is like salt. And your life is like water. When you place the salt in and stir it, you won't see it, but it's still in it. You can taste it in the water. And when you boil down the water, You'll still get Him.
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Went to see a SAJC choir concert today. I actually preferred catching up with sec school buddies than the performance itself. (Maybe because it was held in that sajc lecture hall - it just drains out all the atmosphere for a performance when you realise you're sitting on hard plastic chairs with retractable study tables. ) We were just laughing and laughing non-stop at random things, just like how it used to be then.
We saw our old SAS choir start the introductory bit of the concert. And there was one song, they started:
"GAY." - choir chorused
*sh sniggers*
"GAY." - choir chorused again.
*Iven and I snigger*
"GAY." - better stop soon.
*we all burst out laughing*
"GEYLANG! sipaku GEYLANG!"
Hahaha.. okay that was random but it was funny. Only the three of us would laugh at such stupid stuff.
Daniel went to the concert with this girl, which I later found out was his girlfriend. WAH LAU. My mouth was agape the whole time. Anyway I can't lament about anything cause he and I aren't exactly on good terms... so I don't expect him to tell me. But watching him spending the whole time on his gf and no time on his friends made me contemplate.
I don't wanna have a stable relationship and diminish my time with friends. You know?
Okay sounds like I'm dissing him but I'm really not. Just that you grow from observing other people.
Crap. I sound damn emo these days.