Fighting With The Cable Car
To a friend
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I think we have grown so far apart. I don't know who you are anymore. You were once the closest person I ever knew. And we laughed and joked and made merry like no tomorrow. It was great when it lasted. When we were close friends.
And now we don't call each other anymore, and we don't even talk on msn anymore. I know you have stuff happening in your life. And I'm always trying to make you say your problems but you don't want to. It's like there's this invisble barrier around yourself you've placed up to prevent yourself getting hurt. And I'm tired of trying to break it. I know life is tough and the problems are tougher. And that by confessing our problems out we might look weak. But who cares? Our strength is not in ourselves alone but in the One above.
I don't want us to just be friends who laugh and stuff. But we can talk about things closer to the heart. And just crack random jokes and say random phrases like how we used to. How we smsed each other in the middle of the day just to say random things happening at that moment.
Don't lose yourself in this rut. I've got your back, but only if you allow me to. I'm not giving up on you.
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God gave me something to do. And I will do it in due time. And for now I wanna make sure my relationships with everyone is okay.