Hiding At The Bottom Of Your Swimming Pool
Ok, I've not posted something normal for some time.
School's really slack now. All we do at home is our calender. And Dilys' is so wayy awesome. Her Idea is really really good. It only gives the rest of us pressure. Haha.. Like I can't go about doing mine cause I never know how to make Illustrator work right for me, that means I have to wait till tomorrow to go consult Yong Kin.
And I have to thank God for the friends in class who spice things up. Even though you all have your boyfriends and girlfriends to look for after school so we can't hang out. Yeah, relationships really take up alot of time for them. Haha.
And my mum is forever subtly commenting that she wants me to get a girlfriend.
"So, do you look out for girls in your school?"
"That girl I saw the other day, what's her name? She's not bad ah,"
etc. etc.
I'm sticking to my After-NS Policy thank you very much :D
So many girls that have came and gone and if I've only learn one thing from this it's that relationships are much more complicated than they look. It takes up alot of time, and it sacrifices alot of time to do other stuff. Besides, who would possibly like me right right right. If I turn 30 and I'm still single and desperate I'll consider speed-dating, not to worry. Ahahaha.
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I'm working out things myself. Teaching myself disregard, and pulling the cranks and moving forward again.
Things that has happened these few weeks all points to one thing - Don't Give up. I guess I'm a person who'd like to see results, sometimes wishing it would all work out too fast. I know how I'm like - impatient and quick to jumping to conclusions. So I'm slowing down, and letting Him take me to where He wants me to go in my life, instead of me trying to work it out myself.
I would be kidding myself if I said I don't have problems.
But it's not about swimming around in this rut, and not doing anything about it.
I promise I'll try to find the meaning and good out of stuff I didn't want to face.
Maybe I'll find a bit of that purpose God wants me to do.
And the void that's between me and most other people.
Chris is trying, and he's working hard to bring this worhip min together. Yeah, I'm abit apprehensive about it, because I'm me and I don't trust situations that have staled and suddenly a revival comes along. But God has a way with us that we can't tell and can't see. And He has arranged Chris at a very good timing. So thank you God, and thanks Chris.
Just thought to mention that. :]
James Chapter 1 has taught me alot.