In Repair
I went town today with the excuse of buying photo paper. But I didn't in the end.
Walked about by myself. I saw Roy. I read Jon McGregor at Borders (and didn't buy it cause it was waaayy overbudget haha), and went to borrow something from him at the orchard library instead. I had a dilemma whether to buy the Awake CD or watch a movie, so I did neither in the end. But I still do wanna watch a movie by myself one of these days.
Sat by a window in the library and started reading and writing alot of stuff. Watching the early evening darken into night.
I needed to sort things out with myself. And it seems to be coming out alright. Even though I don't have anyone to count on at the end of the day, I'm glad I have my friends that I don't have to be another person with. You all know who you are. :]
Maybe there will always be unresolved issues.
But I'm going to try to look at the brighter side of things. It's too early to see where this will lead, and I won't know if I will be happy. But I will try.
I'm not together but I'm getting there. I'm in repair.