A Loud Grateful Shoutout (Part 1)
Tonight, I thank God for the simple things in life.
I shan't make big exclamations or write flamboyant essays.
Tonight I just want to thank God for what he's done.
I thank God for HW, who's always been listening and advising and always there as my elder brother. The one who listens intensively and never fails to encourage me when I fall short of who I want to be become. He's taught me so many things throughout the nights, and made me ponder about what's taking a leap of faith in Daddy and what's just remaining a 'christian' and not a 'disciple'. How today I was really down by what I couldn't do, and he reached over and patted me. He's already taught me boldness in ways I've never knew and never would've done.
I thank God for Chris, for who he has become. For becoming my K-O-R. That throughout these months he's become someone that totally nullified what I used to think of him. I thank God for always giving him love and a persevering heart for the things close to his heart, and I appreciate the crazy nicknames (-_-) he calls me, and the quirkiness that makes him him. It's practically nuts sometimes lor, but it's him la (mr. hunkydory).. Haha.. very very thankful for the advice that he gives me constantly. The support he gives.. THANK you kor :] :]
And I REALLY REALLY thank Dad for Shawn. Hahaha for doing the minute gestures that amounts to his care. I'm VERY grateful to have him as my kahkee for YES rally designs. If it's not for him, I would've just died from work and stress and whatnot, he's been daveryhelpfulman.
Sometimes I feel like I'm inadequate as a friend. Or I'm too insensitive, and I cannot be up to speed as buddy for someone than I could be. Maybe somewhere along the search for definite a personality, I've created this doubt in myself. So if I ever irritate anyone, I really am sorry.
At this time, Dad makes me feel much better with the growling night skies; a little stormy and windy, but cool as the beach wind in the early mornings. So many people in church I wouldn't expect to hear encouragement from has dropped it on me. And even without it And it's all worth it, the amounting work, the little more time I spend doing work, the strenuous early mornings and late nights. I can take it all because I have His joy, and His joy is my strength. :]
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There is a longing only You can fill
A raging tempest only You can still
my heart is thirsty for to know you as I've known
drink from the river that flows before your throne
And the thank yous do not stop there.. there's still so many friends :]
TO BE CONTINUED